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A Hill to Die On ch2 (mostly)
ch1(ish) this is a first draft, please no editing or concrit <3
This is most of Chapter 21, cutting out the smut. IT DOES SPICYđśď¸â ď¸: alludes to smut the night before and blatant talk leading into more.
Tim wasnât in his own bed. He wasnât in his Manner bed either. He was pretty sure it also wasnât the spare bed at Jasonâs or Konâs bed. It wasnât Stephanieâs or Bartâs or one of the Titan Tower beds. No, this was a strangerâs bed. That should worry him, Tim knew that, but the worry didnât come.
Instead of worry, Tim felt calm, pleasantly satiated, and sore.
Tim knew why.
Caroline clung to him, like the heavy remnants of a dream. She was right there, pressing against the back of his mind and assuring him that this was all fine. More than fine even; she was quite pleased.
Grudgingly, Tim opened his eyes and blinked up at the nondescript ceiling. Trying to remember what had happened last night was like watching through low resolution clips of time. Things were rather clear at the start and became less clear as time went on. But he very much understood why he was sore and just how much Caroline had enjoyed himself.
Tim was sure he was blushing an embarrassing amount as he carefully sat and swung his legs over the edge of the side of the bed. Yep, sore. Right, well. Tim cleared his throat as if that would also clear up his embarrassment. How was he supposed to act after sleeping with a complete stranger?
âI thought I heard you awake, gorgeous,â the guyâDanny, his name was Dannyâdrawled from behind Tim. âI know itâs not the right sort of thing for you, but I put some lounge pants and a shirt in the bathroom for you if you want to shower. Pancakes will be up in about fifteen or so, but take your time.â
âAh, thanks, thatâs nice of you,â Tim said.
He waited until he heard Danny walk back off to wherever the kitchen was before he got up and slipped into the bathroom. All of Carolineâs clothing had been folded into a neat pile, other than the lacy underwear, which were washed and drying on the towel rack. Which was rather sweet.
Tim added the bra to the pile, stretching out the feeling of having worn that all night.
Figuring out how to get the shower turned on and hot was a puzzle, showers always were, but Tim managed it smoothly enough. Dannyâs shower actually got decently hot too, and Tim took advantage of that to stand under the spray and just try to center himself.
Should he pretend to be Caroline?
Should he come clean?
He didnât know what was best⌠or safest.
But Danny was safe. Tim hated that the certainty of that lingered in his mind, but it did. Caroline was convinced that Danny was safe, at least in these regards. He supposed she must have to lingered like this and still be at Dannyâs place in the morning. Tim took a deep breath, breathing in the citrus scent of Dannyâs shampoo he as using, and let it out slowly.
Okay, truth it was.
The shower had washed away the last of Caroline, which meant it was only Tim standing in the kitchen, trying not to fidget. He was better than fidgeting, he had been a Robin. But he really wanted to right then as he waited for Danny to turn from the stove.
Danny dished up some bacon onto a plate and turned the stove off before turning. âTurkey bacon,â Danny explained with a little raise of the plate before he set it on the little table which was rather full, âand we have scrambled eggs and, of course, pancakes. Take a seat and dig in.â
âThat all sounds great.â Tim didnât move.
Danny tilted his head with a little frown. âIs everything alright? If, ah, this is too much itâs okay if you just want to leave. I donât usually⌠do one nightstands so if Iâm breaking some sort of taboo with this Iâm sorry.â
âNo,â Tim said quickly, âitâs not you, itâs me. Wow, not like that. Sorry. I guess Iâm just a little awkward about this. I donât really do this either. Well, thatâs notâI donât do this. Iâm sorry, Iâm making an absolute mess of this. I guess, just, okay. I guess I should start by saying you should call me Lin. Iâm not⌠exactly Caroline right now.â
He wasnât âLinâ either, but no matter what Caroline thought he wasnât going to give Danny his real name. He was too recognizable for that.
Danny sat down slowly in the chair closest to him. âAre you⌠not Caroline right now because of how youâre dressed or because youâre not Caroline because youâre someone else now?â
âOh,â Tim wiggled a handy. âBoth but more of the second?â
âOkay,â Danny said, his tone careful in a way that made Tim tilt his head curiously. âAre you⌠freaked out by waking up somewhere different? Do we need to talk about⌠anything that happened last night?â
âOh, oh no,â Tim replied quickly. âIâm mostly aware of what happens when Iâm Caroline. Besides I was sort of⌠in between when I woke up this morning. Weâre good.â
Danny shoulderâs slumped and he ran a hand through his hair, pushing it back. âOkay, good. I really didnât wantâbecause everything last night was very, enthusiastically consensual andââ
âWeâre good, really,â Tim reassured Danny. It was actually pretty sweet how worked up Danny was about this. âCaroline didnât do anythingâokay, well she does it more freely than me, but, ah, letâs just say weâre in agreement about you.â
Danny looked surprised before a frankly adorable smile curled his lips. âYeah?â
âYeah, though maybe donât get too smug about it,â Tim said with a little shrug and finally took a seat at the table. âI never said either of us had good taste.â
Dannyâs surprised laughter was a nice sound. âDonât worry, I know Iâm not hot stuff. The attention is still flattering. I spent most of the night not sure how I ended up with Caroline in my bed.â
Tim rested his chin on his hand, watching Danny curiously. âEven though sheâs not what she looks like?â
âLike I said last night, any combination of bits is a good combination.â
âThat usually doesnât mean⌠personalities,â Tim pointed out.
Danny just gave a little shrug. âNope. But as long as I havenât hurt her, or you, then I donât mind this either. Is it different? Sure. And it has me curious about things, but Iâm curious by nature.â
âCuriosity killed the cat,â Tim quipped.
âBut boredom killed it quicker,â Danny replied, finishing the verse.
It was Timâs turn to smile. âI canât say Iâll want to or can answer everything, but you can feel free to ask a few questions.â
After a considering noise, Danny took a few bites of breakfast as he obviously thought about what to ask. âSo since you know things that happened as Caroline, does that mean you have the same preferences about things?â
âNope. Carolineâs go to drink is a martini. I like whiskey better,â Tim said, thinking to last night. âOr she likes eggs that are runny but I hate that.â
âHuh, okay. Does that keep going to more serious things too?â
Tim tilted his head and took a bite of the rolled up pancake he had just buttered. As far as morning after breakfasts went, this was pretty nice. âSerious like what?â
âWell, like, last night. Take⌠a blow job. How would Caroline like one?â
âShe wouldnât,â Tim said easily. âShe might give one, but mostly to get someone worked up to fuck her.â
Danny chuckled, a low sound that made Tim want to lean in closer to where Danny lounged in the other chair. âOkay. So you know that pretty easily. But what about you? What about Lin?â
Tim tilted his head. âLin, I mean I like blow jobs, yeah.â
At least he was pretty sure he did. He didnât do this sort of thing much as him.
Danny smiled like he was amused. âOkay. And any preference? Leaning against a wall? Pressing me against a wall? In bed? Sitting on the couch. Right here in the kitchen with your legs thrown over my shoulders?â
Tim swallowed reflexively. If Tim was Alvin right then, heâd want Danny on his knees, back pressed against the wall while Alvin held his jaw open and fucked his face. But for Tim⌠âThat last one, please.â
âPlease as in now?â Danny asked.
âYes, please,â Tim said, the words much more blatant begging than he had intended.
âOkay, sweetheart.â Danny drawled the pet name in a slow, easy way that reminded Tim of whipped honey. âBut you gotta be good for me and let me hear you.â
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[Smut goes here. Tim has a very good time.]
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âNo pressure, but hereâs my number,â Danny said. He was holding out an actual slip of paper folded in half. He ducked his head a little. âYou know, if you or Caroline or you and Caroline want to reach out.â
Tim took the slip of scrap paper, the back of some cut up sales sheet and tapped it against his fingers. âYouâd want to hear from both of us?â
âYes, of course! As long as that wonât cause any issues between you and Caroline. And, I mean, obviously Iâd like a heads up who I was talking to,â he said with a shy, crooked smile.
It made Tim give a little laugh. âI bet, it would get real confusing otherwise. I can get another number for her and use it through an app. It keeps everything nice and separate for all of us.â
âYeah? That sounds good,â Danny agreed. âAnd youâre sure you donât want me to get you a cab or walk you to the station?â
âIâm sure. Iâll be fine. Iâve been running around Gotham my whole life.â Or close enough, anyways. âBesides, one of Carolineâs bracelets is a low level tazer.â
âReally? But to fit all of that inâsorry, off topic,â Danny said sheepishly. He leaned in and kissed Tim lightly on the edge of his lips. âThank you for staying, and telling me who you were.â
âThanks for being so great about,â Tim said. He stole a quick kiss himself before he slipped out the door. He was too tired for things to descend into another round of sex, not matter the position.
Just before he got outside Dannyâs apartment building, he took the time to put Dannyâs number in his phone and sent of a quick âand thank you for the pancakesâ.
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GT: I should preface this request with an overture of appreciation. GT: For how much your cool and brotherly friendship means to me. GT: It has just been⌠GT: Absolutely *bully* having a standup gent like you in my corner. GT: Just a grade a dude whos a cut above the others in class and camaraderie. GT: Phew⌠*gropes for fresh kerchief*.
Wow, Jake is fucking terrified of this guy - or at the very least, he seems incredibly intimidated for a guy who's ostensibly just chatting with a friend.
Unfortunately, this is exactly what I'd expect from a Bro who's not any different from his adult self. Jake's acting exactly like Dave did, back when he was forced to share an apartment with the guy.
TT: Take it easy, bromide. TT: Just about the only way I could salvage endearment from this perilous slope of horseshit would be to discover, really fucking soon mind you, it was a preamble to some floundering invitation for me to rush to your vicinity as nakedly as possible.
In other words, you wish he was hitting on you.
I really don't think he's kidding, especially since both Roxy and Jane seem to want a piece of English, too. Jake's sitting at the epicenter of at least three crushes, which is not a pleasant place to be sitting when you're fifteen.
TT: But since we've already shot that wad's eventuality on so many dry runs of flustered ambivalence that were as hilarious as they were one sided, TT: That leaves only one hope for this message to avoid spiraling toward qualification as a critical fucking defect in the hull of the Mach 10 rocket that is my precious spare time.
And here's the guy's actual personality. It's a fairly even mixture of Rose and Dave, a combination which synergizes much better than you'd expect.
He's still prone to Dave-style rambles - but unlike Dave, his streams of consciousness are every bit as eloquent as Rose's text, which some extra swear words tossed in for flavor.
It's very good, and immediately does a lot to humanize him, especially when all we've seen so far is "roof. now." and "State your business."
TT: And that hope lies in the extent to which you were practicing artful insincerity. TT: Now's your opportunity to pretend that's what you were gunning for. I suggest you seize it. GT: I⌠GT: Oh. Yes! But of course. GT: The ironies! GT: Good grief how i was bandying them just now. You know me dude. GT: *Blows smoke off red hot irony pistol.* GT: *NONSUGGESTIVELY!!!!!*
lmaoooo
Alright, I can't actually tell if that was a Freudian slip or not - but I kind of hope it was. If these two became a couple, the vibes would be incomprehensible.
TT: I'm guessing you're probably jonesing for uranium about now. No? GT: Ok can you please just sendificate me some more already?? Im in kind of a hurry! [...] TT: You know. I've offered to construct the rabbit for you many times before. I would craft a much deadlier model. [âŚ] GT: Damn it man ive told you this is just something i have to do myself. [âŚ] TT: Yeah, I know this is your policy. You've done a good job and you should be proud. TT: But it's my responsibility as your friend to offer one last time. TT: Just as it's my responsibility not to just fork over a bunch of uranium just because you ask me in a moment of weakness. [âŚ] GT: Why not??? TT: It's too easy.
Throughout this whole conversation, I've been trying to get a grasp on Bro's general vibe - and I think I'm starting to understand it.
When you're talking to Kid Bro, everything is a game - and he'll make damn well sure that you follow the rules.
Jake previously committed to making the bunny alone, and Bro refuses to rescind that rule, even if Jake's no longer following it himself. He strikes me as a guy who frames every interaction he has as transactional, confrontational, or instructional. He's not capable of just shooting the shit - there has to be an angle.
Mind you, I don't think there's any genuine malice in it. I think this is just how he's wired - and I really do think he's trying to help Jake develop as a person, in his own way.
The problem is, we've been down this road before...
...and nothing good lies down this road.
#homestuck liveblog#full liveblog#act 6#s183#4184#edit: ok interestingly he DID offer to rescind the rule#but only if jake lets him fully make the bunny himself#he demands all-or-nothing basically
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Heyyyy!!! I just wanted to day i love Ur writing and if you dont wanna do this then you can just ignore! Could you possibly write headcanons of kang dae ho with a reader who has avoidant attachment? Because i recently broke up with a guy who i rlly wanted to be in a relationship because of my avoidant attachment and now he has a new girlfriend and i just feel like shit
Hey lovely, Iâm sorry to hear what youâre going through right now, and I hope youâre feeling better. Take care of yourself, you deserve so, so much <33
I donât usually do headcanons, but hereâs one for you, I hope you like it â sending lots of love <3
âHow he loves you
Pairing: Kang Dae-ho x reader
Content: reader has avoidant attachment, comfort, soft, understanding, Dae-ho is a sweetheart, no games au
⢠Dae-ho never rushes you. He understands that trust isnât something you give easily, and thatâs okay. Heâs in no hurry. He doesn't mind waiting for you to open up. He's like a calm, unbothered cat sitting on your porchâhe knows the door will crack a little bit if he waits long enough.
⢠When you pull away after a vulnerable moment, he doesnât get upset or demand answers. Instead, he gives you the space you need, quietly waiting until youâre ready to let him back in.
⢠He's unshakable. Seriously. He never takes it personally when you hesitate or retreat. Instead, he sees it as part of who you areâand he loves all of you, even the parts you canât share or is still learning to share.
⢠He has a way of showing he cares without making it feel overwhelming. A simple message like how heâs thinking of you is his way of reminding you that heâs there, without pressuring you to respond. He always waits until you're ready to find him.
⢠Instead of big, romantic gestures, he's all about the small thingsâa peaceful walk, sitting on the couch in comfortable silence, or sharing a meal where neither of you feels the need to fill the quiet. He's not here to stress you out.
⢠He admires your independence. He doesnât see your need for space as a problem to solveâitâs something he respects and works with, knowing that love doesnât mean smothering you.
⢠When you finally open up to him, he listens with his whole heart. He doesnât try to "fix" anything or tell you what you should do. He just listens, making you feel heard.
⢠He shares pieces of his own strugglesânot to compare but to let you know he understands what itâs like to carry heavy things alone. Like that time he pretended to be confident in the Marines but secretly sucked at running drills. He wants his own experiences to make you feel less alone, like youâve found someone who really gets it.
⢠He never sees your distance as rejection. He knows itâs your way of protecting yourself, and instead of reacting negatively, he just stays steady, showing you heâs not going anywhere.
⢠Dae-ho doesnât overwhelm you with affection. Instead, he shows his love in small, tender ways. Maybe itâs brushing his hand against yours, or draping his jacket over your shoulders when he notices youâre cold.
⢠He makes you laugh when you least expect itâturning heavy moments into something lighter without diminishing their importance. His sense of humor has a way of melting your walls without you even realizing it.
⢠When you shut down or pull away, he doesnât press you to talk. Instead, he gently says, âTake your time. Iâm here when youâre ready,â and you know he means it.
⢠He notices the small moments when you start to trust himâlike when you lean your head against his shoulder or let him hold your hand for a second longer. He never makes a big deal out of it, but the soft smile on his face tells you how much it means to him.
⢠Every step you take, no matter how small, is something he treasures. If you share even a tiny piece of yourself, he makes sure you know how much he values it.
⢠He doesnât expect you to change who you are. He loves you exactly as you areâdoesnât matter the hesitations, fears, and all. You are you, and he loves you for being yourself.
⢠Dae-ho isnât the type to give up when things get hard. Your struggles with trust donât scare him away, they make him want to be there for you even more.
⢠His love is steady and calming, like a warm cup of tea you didn't ask for but secretly needed. With him, love doesnât feel like pressure or fearâit feels safe, soft, and freeing.
⢠Over time, you may realize you donât have to carry everything on your own anymore. When you finally lean on him, you see that heâs always there to hold you, without hesitation or doubt.
⢠With Dae-ho, love isnât something you have to fight for or fear. Itâs patient, gentle, and warmâlike being wrapped in a soft blanket after a long day.
#kang dae ho#kang dae ho x reader#kang dae ho fluff#squid game#kang daeho#kang daeho x reader#squid game fic#squid game imagine#squid game x y/n#squid game fanfic#squid game headcanons#squid game season 2#squid game x reader#squid game x you#dae ho#player 388 x reader#player 388#dae ho x reader
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some girl on a horse
Sawyer Henrick x reader (peach!) words: 4k đˇ: major iron flame spoilers in this one, peach is a horse girl lowkey, temporary heartbreak, miscommunication (or just lack of communication), sawyer should really be in the doghouse here but he's too damn cute to be mad at, sweetheart cameo... that's all I got. onyx storm tomorrow! why am I dreading it...
With each passing day, it has become more clear that you and Sawyer are done playing pretend. Heâs fulfilled his duty, and is probably glad to be done with it, not having to cross the bridge to go see you every day, or to spend his weekends with you in town. He has better things to do as a rider, and an executive officer at that.Â
Maybe this was the will of the universe, having your paths split, then cross, then split again. It was childish to think that youâd stay close forever, that heâd stick around longer than he had to. Heâd invited you out with his friends as a nicety, and then been too polite to decline when Rhiannon had volunteered him to be your knight in shining armor. Youâd been an obligation to him, nothing more.Â
But there had been so many moments where you saw something like love in his eyes when heâd looked at you, felt it in his touch and heard it in his words.
Heâd have made a great stage actor.
Hot tears slip down your cheeks, blurring your view of the setting sun. Youâve started spending your free time out by the end of the bridge. You canât cross it, but you can sit there and wait. And wait you do â a book laying in your lap unread, your hands numbing from the cold wind as you gaze across the river.
Your heart leaps every time anyone comes by, falling harder each time you realize itâs not him. Itâs getting dark earlier each day, getting closer to the solstice. If Sawyer and his friends have really dumped you, then thatâll be a lot fewer presents to make.Â
But the boy youâd grown up with wouldnât do this to you. He was good to the core, always one to do the right thing, the one person you could always rely on and could always trust to keep your secrets, that youâd been content to die beside when that fire had swept through the village all those years ago.
Thatâs whatâs kept you putting on the necklace heâd given you each day after you say your prayers, kept you reading the death rolls every morning for his name and waiting out here every afternoon for any sight of him â the belief that heâd come back to you if he could.
Heâll be back tomorrow, a little bruised but otherwise intact, and youâll bandage him up, and everything will be alright. Itâll go on like that until July, when you graduate and get shipped off⌠somewhere, and then maybe the gods will be kind enough to let your paths cross again.
Youâd quietly accepted that youâd drift apart at school, but now that heâs back in your life, losing him is going to hurt so badly.
Your friend bursts through the doorway, panting. âThe riders are leaving.â
âWhat?â
âLook,â she wheezes.Â
Your heart drops at the sight: at least a hundred dragons all flying straight overhead. Dozens of them are red, and any one of them could be Sawyerâs. Did he leave with them? Where are they going? Is something terrible happening, and they were called in as reinforcements?Â
Theyâre headed south, not west â not to the border with Poromiel. Navarre probably isnât going to war, then. But what else would demand that much firepower?Â
Nothing good, thatâs for certain.
ââââââââ
Rumors swirl around the quadrant for the next few days, every patient and healer having something to say about the weekâs events.
Are we sure this isnât just another one of their games?
Traitors, the lot of them. They should be rounded up and hung.
Iâm sure thereâs a reason why they left. Maybe they know something we donât.Â
Someone calls your name down the hall; Yara, a scribe cadet youâd befriended last year.
âItâs good to see youâ oh!â you squeak in surprise as she pulls you into a hug â you hadnât taken her for a hugger, and you really arenât that close.
âDonât react,â she whispers into your hair, âbut his name is on the list. He left, and the rest of his squad, too. The Sorrengail girl, at least.â
You blink, stunned. âTo where?â
âTheyâre saying Riorson led them all to Tyrrendor. That venin and wyvern are real, but the leadership and the crown are ignoring the threat.â She breaks the hug, painting on a bright smile. âMe and some of the girls are going out for drinks this weekend. You should go.â
You search her eyes for some indicator that sheâs hinting at what you think she is.
âItâll be a bit of a hike,â she continues, âbut weâve done crazier things.â
Have you, really? What sheâs suggesting would be capital-I Insane, and potentially land you in prison. And wyvern and venin are just fairy tales, arenât they?
You chew your lip, thinking. If Yara is right, and Violet, the smartest person you know, had left with the rest of them, there must have been some pretty damning evidence to convince her. And if she left, then Sawyer, Ridoc, and Rhiannon definitely went with her.Â
âMaybe,â you respond a moment later than appropriate for the conversation you appear to be having. âI donât know if it would be the best idea â I have a botany test that I really need to study for.â
âUnderstandable. Let me know either way. Good seeing you!â
âYou too,â you manage, your heart and mind both racing. Did she really suggest that you follow them to Tyrrendor, or are you going completely insane?
Thereâs only one person you can talk to about this.
âââââ
âI canât decide if this is the best idea youâve ever had, or the worst,â Sarah offers around a yawn.
âHopefully not the worst,â you reply, looking around the barn. Your eyes settle on a chestnut mare, the only one awake at this hour. âHi, girl. You wanna go on an adventure with me?â She snorts softly, happily letting you scratch at her chin. âIâm taking that as a yes.â You turn back to Sarah. âIf anyone asksâŚâ
âI have no idea where you are. Do you have everything you need?â
âI think so. I took everything I care about, so if they want to assume Iâm dead, Iâm fine with you burning it all.â
âLetâs hope it doesnât get to that point.â
âThank you for everything,â you say softly, pulling her into a hug. âIâll write from the road â or your uncle Fergus will. Leave her stall and the barn open. Some idiot forgot to lock up properly and she bolted.â
âThis is why youâre the smart one. Too bad youâre absolutely nuts.â
You laugh, quieting as you realize that itâs still very much four in the morning, and youâre supposed to be making a silent exit.Â
âI really fucking hope youâre right about this,â she whispers, holding you tighter.
âMe too.â
The horse lets you saddle and mount easily, walking you toward the door. âAlright, girl,â you say, patting her neck. âLetâs see how fast you can go.â
ââââââââââââ
âDid you need something?â Brennan asks the infantry officer, looking rather peeved that heâd interrupted his lecture.Â
âWe have a bit of a situation,â he says quietly, embarrassed. âThereâs some girl on a horse outside, says sheâs a healer. Came all the way from Basgiath.â
Second squad exchanges a look.
âThereâs only one healer I know thatâs crazy enough to do that,â Rhiannon whispers.
Violet looks over at her, incredulous. âYou donât thinkâŚâÂ
Ridoc grins from ear to ear, clapping a hand onto Sawyerâs shoulder. âWhy are you still here? Go get your girl.â
Sawyer bolts from his seat, ignoring Brennanâs protests as he races down the hall toward the front gates. âSheâs on our side,â he calls, and the two guards lower their swords, letting him through.
Your head snaps up at the voice, your body flooding with relief at the sight of him. You spring forward and hug him tightly, clutching the black leather of his jacket for dear life. âYouâre alive,â you breathe, and his heart cracks right down the middle. âGods, Sy, I was so scared⌠The leadership wouldnât tell us anything, and I didnât hear from you or Violet or Ridoc or anyone⌠I waited for you at the bridge every day, but you never came, and I thoughtâŚâ
He wraps his arms around you, letting you rest your head on his shoulder. âIâm so sorry, peach,â he whispers, rife with guilt. âIt hurt so fucking bad to leave you behind, but I knew youâd be safer there, under the wards.â
Youâre crying now, tears slipping down your cheeks and seeping into the fabric of his shirt. âDonât tell me that anything is safer than being with you.â
He holds you a little closer, rubbing your back gently â slow sweeps of his palm, up and down, up and down, letting you get it all out.Â
âI mean it,â you sniff, still clinging to him. âI need you, Sy. I donât ever want to be away from you like that again.â
âHey,â he soothes, holding you closer, âI swear to every god whoâs listening that I will never leave you behind again. You have my word.â
âGood,â you say in that same cracked whisper youâd used when youâd agreed to let him protect you from James, to play pretend with him.
He continues to whisper soft reassurances to you, rubbing your back. âIâm okay. Everyone is okay. Theyâre all here, Ridoc and Violet and Rhiannon and everyone. Theyâre all safe.â
That makes you feel a little better â youâve become deeply attached to his squad in the last three months, and you couldnât bear the thought of any of them being injured, or worse. âIs it true?â you ask softly. âAll those fairy tales about wyvern and dark magic?â
âIt is,â he says quietly. âAll of it.â
You exhale deeply, sitting with the information for a moment. âI donât know what to say,â you admit.
âThatâs okay,â he says quietly. âYou donât have to say anything.â
Your tears have dried by now â you donât have any left, likely because youâre so dehydrated. Water had been scarce the last few days.Â
He finally puts it together. âDid you steal a horse?â
âI prefer the term liberated,â you wheedle, and Cinnamon chuffs softly in agreement.
âFrom who?â
âSome poor infantry cadet. They didnât treat her right, anyway.â
He laughs, bewildered. âYouâre absolutely crazy, Peach.â
âYeah,â you laugh, waving him off, âbut you love it.â
He holds you tighter, letting you lean into him â youâre exhausted, your entire body sore from your journey. âI do,â he says softly. âI do love it. I love everything about you.â
Your breath catches. âSawyerâŚâ you whisper, a warning that youâre getting close to something you canât ever come back from.Â
He ignores it. âYouâre the best thing thatâs ever happened to me, and Iâm so grateful that you came back into my life when you did. I donât want to play pretend anymore. I want this to be real.â
âI want that too,â you say quietly. âI was going to tell you the day that you left.â
âIâm so sorry,â he murmurs. âI promise you that Iâll spend the rest of my days making it up to you.â
âI don't think I was ever really pretending,â you admit into his shoulder.
He laughs softly, his chest shaking against yours. âI wasnât either.â You shiver, burrowing into him further â itâs freezing out here, but heâs impossibly warm. âAlright. Letâs get you ladies inside.âÂ
Cinnamon lets him take the reins easily, trusting him to be gentle with her after seeing the way you ran to him and hugged him so tightly.Â
You stay tucked into his side as you make the short walk to the stables.Â
He turns to you after a moment, pausing his work of undoing the tack. âWait. Itâs a twelve-hour flight from here to the school⌠When did you leave?â
âNine days ago,â you answer tiredly. âIt would have been eight, but there was a rockslide in the mountains, so I had to double back and take the long way round.â
âNine days?â he echoes. âHow did youâŚâ
âI followed the south star,â you explain, gazing up at him. âAnd then a friend of ours found me, and led me the rest of the way here.â
âYouâre welcome,â Sliseag adds.
Sawyer blinks for a second, processing. âYou two never cease to surprise me.â
You laugh, the puff of breath visible in the air. âHim and I have an understanding.â
âEvidently so,â he agrees, finishing up.
You step outside, tilting your head up to watch the flakes fall. âJust like home.â
He smiles, tugging you closer. âJust like home,â he agrees, leaning his head downâŚ
You put your hand in front of your mouth to stop him. âThatâs not a good idea,â you squeak, your cheeks warming.Â
He looks at you, confused and a little hurt.
âSy, Iâve been camping for the last three days,â you prompt, embarrassed. âThere werenât any inns between here and Deaconshire.â
It dawns on him after a second. âAh.â
âYeah. So if thereâs a bathtub and a sink in that castle back there, Iâd like to use them.â
âââââââ
He isnât expecting you to start stripping so fast, but youâre so eager to be out of your dirty clothes and into the warm water that you donât think about the fact that Sawyer is still standing there.
He whirls around as soon as he realizes.
âFacing the wall and closing your eyes? Iâm almost a little offended,â you tease.
You can see how red his cheeks are in the mirror as he responds. âItâs called being respectful. Iâm gonna find you some clean clothes. Iâll be back.â
You hum, letting your head tip back against the tiled wall. By the time Sawyer returns, youâve washed up, and are just relaxing, enjoying the moment of peace. The warm water is so nice after the freezing cold weather outside, and besides the last week of traveling, you havenât taken a real bath in two and a half years â showering at Basgiath just isnât the same.Â
âYou about ready? Itâs almost dinnertime, and you need to eat something.â
You whine in protest, sinking deeper into the water.
âOkay,â he concedes. âFive more minutes. But youâre gonna get all pruney.â
You wiggle your fingers at him playfully. âOh, itâs too late. Iâve been pruned.â
He rolls his eyes. âWhat am I going to do with you?â
âCâmere,â you coax, sitting up a bit and resting your forearms on the edge of the tub, leaning toward him.
He settles onto the floor, at eye level with you.
âI brushed my teeth,â you tell him. âSo Iâm ready for that kiss now. Are you gonna do it, or should Iââ Your sentence is interrupted with a soft whimper as he pulls you forward with a hand on your jaw, guiding you into a dizzying kiss. Water sloshes against the side of the tub as you rise up onto your knees, wanting him even closer, but you have to pull back for air.Â
âMinty fresh,â he pronounces, brushing his nose against yours.
âGods,â you breathe, âWhy didnât we do this earlier?â
âI have no idea. But we have the rest of our days to make up for it.â
Itâs your turn to tug him forward. You bring a hand up to cradle his cheek, sending water droplets running down the side of his neck, but he doesnât seem to mind, still entirely focused on you as the kiss gets deeper and deeper, making up for lost time.
He pulls back after a moment, and you whine softly, pouting up at him as he stands. âDinner,â he reminds you gently. âWe can pick this back up later tonight.â
That seems to appease you â thereâs that mischievous little twinkle in your eye, the one he loves so much. âIâm holding you to that,â you warn.
âPlease do,â he answers a little too quickly, holding out a thick towel and turning his gaze to the wall so you can get up.
âAverting your eyes again? Ouch.â
He reddens, still looking away. âIf I see you naked right now, we wonât make it to dinner.â
You giggle, taking the towel from him and pressing a kiss to his flushed cheek. âYou, Sawyer Henrick, are adorable.â
He clears his throat, gesturing to the pile on the counter and changing the subject. âI think these should fit.â
Black on black, of course. This castle⌠palace? fortress? is full of riders. At least itâs cotton fabric and not all leather â that would be a bitch to put on with wet skin.
You throw your still-dripping hair into an easy style; youâll take the time to dry it and detangle and everything later. âThis feels like a hallowâs eve costume. All I need is the jacket,â you joke, examining your reflection.
He shrugs his off, draping it over your shoulders, and your heart nearly stops.Â
Youâd had his tongue in your mouth not three minutes ago, but this somehow feels even more intimate â wearing his jacket, with his name over your heart, being wrapped in his scent and the warmth of his body that lingers on the fabric... Definitely against regulation, but so are a lot of things youâve done in the last week, namely taking an unplanned and unsanctioned leave of absence from Basgiath with no real plans to return.Â
Youâll deal with those consequences later. Maybe.
âââââ
You freeze at the sight of the group of people entering the hall, their brown uniforms and the quivers of arrows over their shoulders marking them as gryphon fliers. Youâve never seen one in person before.Â
âItâs a very long story, but theyâre on our side now,â Sawyer explains, but he still holds you a little closer anyway â itâs unclear if he doesn't fully trust them, or if he just wants to comfort you in the presence of the people youâd been taught to treat as enemies.
âThat should not have been a surprise after everything else you told me,â you laugh, but the sight of them still makes you a little nervous.Â
He stops at one of the long tables and drops a kiss to your forehead. âSit. Iâll get you some real food.â
Rhiannon is the first to spot you. âI told you it had to be her!â
âI almost didnât recognize you,â Violet says, wide eyed.
You laugh, settling into an open spot on the bench. âI feel like a little kid playing dress-up. But at least I donât stick out so much anymore. The blue was a littleâŚâ
âI thought it was nice,â someone says quietly â a girl sitting next to Ridoc with a book open in front of her. You recognize her from the infirmary; he had brought her in one morning, covered in cuts and bruises. A little butterfly had fluttered around her the whole time, landing on your arm once as you worked.
You offer her a soft smile. âGlad to see you in one piece.â
âI hear youâre our newest healer,â someone greets â a man who looks a bit older than you. Your eyes catch on the Lieutenant Colonel insignia on his jacket, and then the menderâs patch. He must be the equivalent of Nolon around here.
âYes, sir,â you answer shyly, suddenly a little embarrassed to be wearing someone elseâs uniform. âOr one in training, anyway.â
âWeâll take what we can get. Come by the infirmary tomorrow, and weâll get you started.â He pats Sawyer on the shoulder in passing, giving him a knowing smile. âYour squadmates can fill you in on what you missed this afternoon.â
Sawyer reddens. âThank you, sir.â
You wait until he returns to the head table before you look back at Violet, wide-eyed. âIs thatâŚâ
She nods. âOfficially, he isnât. But yes, thatâs my brother. How did you know?â
âYou have the same smile. And the signet patch â Nolon talks about your brother all the time. Heâs the best mender thereâs been in a hundred years.â
âHeâs pretty good,â she concedes. âSecond only to Lieutenant Avan, but donât tell him I said that.â
Your ears prick up at the mention of the girl. âIs she here too? Howâs she doing?â
âYou know her?â Ridocâs girl asks, curious.Â
You nod. âShe came in all the time with Professor Carr to practice. Oh, I hated that guy. Poor girl always looked so uncomfortable around him, and heâd work her to the bone every time. I talked back to him once, telling him to let her stop before she keeled over, and I was sure that heâd get me in trouble for it, but he just gave me that creepy stare and left.â
âI know the one,â she says with a shudder. âHeâs the worst.â
âFood,â Sawyer prods before you can reply, pushing the plate closer to you.
You roll your eyes at him, but you finally realize how hungry you are, tucking in to your first real meal in days â nothing fancy, just some kind of fish and vegetables and brown bread, but itâs much more appetizing than anything youâd had at any of those terrible inns in Deaconshire, and with much better company. You had to cut everything with one hand, the other under the table clutching Sawyerâs dagger to defend yourself against any of the other patrons, but praying that you wouldnât have to. Mercifully, theyâd all left you alone.
It feels like youâre back at school, crammed around one of the tiny tables at the tavern youâd frequented â the same laughter and easy chatter, as if you arenât preparing for a war of proportion you donât yet understand.
You keep up with the conversation for a little while, finishing your plate and resting your head on Sawyerâs shoulder for a moment, a gentle gesture of thanks. He wraps an arm around you, tucking you into his side as the squad continues to discuss several things that go in one ear and out the other, but are likely important to this effort â journals and runes and wards and the original six.
You canât keep your eyes open. Now that youâve reunited with Sawyer, gotten cleaned up and eaten something, the adrenaline has faded, and you just want to sleep for the next four days â in a real bed with real blankets, not a thin sleeping bag on the frozen ground.
âMâsorry,â you murmur. âJust really tired.â
He chuckles softly. âItâs okay, sweet girl. Letâs get you to bed.â
You bid everyone goodnight, trudging up endless flights of stairs to a barracks room thatâs devoid of anything except a bed made up with plain sheets and the pack youâd taken from school.Â
âHome sweet home,â he announces. âAt least you donât have a roommate. I get to deal with Ridoc twenty four hours a day now.â
You manage a laugh, kneeling down to look through your bag and setting a few things on the empty desk. âNow itâs home.â
He raises his eyebrows, amused. âGlad to see that your bunny made the cut when you were packing a bag to commit treason.â
âI wasnât going to leave him behind after twenty years,â you defend, a little embarrassed.
âUnderstandable,â he offers. âAlright. Youâve got pajamas, bathroomâs down the hall, you have your key⌠you all set?â You nod in affirmation, and he kisses your forehead, giving you a soft hug before he turns toward the door.Â
You whine softly, holding on a little longer. âYouâre leaving?â
âI need to shower, but I can come back after, if you want.â
You cover a yawn with your hand. âThat would be nice.â
âAlright. Get changed. Iâll be back.â
The door unlocking and the movement of the mattress under his weight stir you from your sleep.Â
The bed is just barely big enough for the two of you, but you donât mind, curling into his side and nuzzling your cheek into his shoulder. Heâs warm, and the weight of his arms around you is soothing.
He presses a soft kiss to your forehead. âGet some rest. Youâve had a long week.â
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She sighed as she worked to splint one of the victims of the crashes arm, and wanted to roll her eyes so bad at Twist. It wasn't like she didn't know that but, she also was hyper aware at least a couple people were to critical to be moved. If GUN wanted everyone out that was going to be an impossible task without risking lives. Twist had to know that right? Or maybe he was just trying to create small talk.
" We'd love that to, but a few patients are to critical to be moved right now. So best we can do is get those who can be moved ready to be transported. If GUN wants to muscle in and kill people they can do it in there own hospital but not here... "
She said flatly showing that Dawn wasn't scared of GUN or its soldiers. She'd faced crazy odds during the war, and she'd learned to toss her far to the wind. It made her somewhat reckless and straight forward. But if it came down to it she had no problems becoming a harmacist if she had to!
" We'll do what we can, and GUN has to just--- understand the circumstances. That airship might have missed critical areas but the explosion and impact shockwave hit a major portion of the base. Lots of lower levels were damaged to... we are lucky things aren't worse "
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Jewel paid close attention to what the two said, and while there was likely small details they missed. She had a feeling Clean Sweep was maybe not doing as well as they pretended to be. She'd seen there finance reports, and alot of there cash was going out to mysterious benefactors. She wondered if that cash wasn't being siphoned off by someone else, or maybe Clutch owed money to someone they hadn't seen yet. But in truth she had a feeling this was just a power play by clutch to prove he was a big man. Steal all there cash and put them in a hole just to rub salt in the wound. For all his brilliant moves Clutch made a few foolish ones.
" I'm not sure why he made such a bold move. But he did want to get rid of his competition... it wasn't a totally unfounded attempt. But i suppose those questions will have to wait for later. "
She turned to yara and the skunk brothers
" I do apologize leaving you all like this. But i should probably be present in the command center. Surge is the fastest way back, you should try to catch up with me when you can. I doubt she can carry all of us. "
She was going to say Bye and good luck but surge had other ideas as she was tugged along at super sonic speeds. Truthfully she was somewhat use to moving at high speeds do to Tangle yeeting herself around as a kid! But by comparison this was much faster and she felt her insides doing a double take!
" I think... i'm gonna... "
She covered her mouth with both her hands and looked like she was green behind the gills for a second! but managed to keep her lunch where it belonged!
" I'm good... i'm good, i'll be with you as soon as my head stops spinning..."
"Guess it would make things easier if one know how Gaia Gifts worked, though my dad used to say sometimes you might not like the answer." Twist was sure they could be any number of reasons, though that included ones that weren't ideal. The lemur was sure there are people still trying to figure out, though that was their choice. He was fine with not knowing nor did he intend to try and find out.
Twist would follow Dawn to where they were taking care of the injured. "We should try to move everyone we can. My contacts said they want to do an investigation so that means The Restoration will have to be shut down for a bit. Clearly they won't do that with people still hurt." The lemur did know they'd be a bit pushy so best to try and get as many out as possible.
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"I would certainly hope so seeing as I sentenced them to be your personal bodyguards, though I suppose that shall have to wait." Yara was sure it'd be better that Rough and Tumble not attend the talk with President Thawne until he can clear everything with G.U.N. "In the meantime I suppose I shall get whatever information these two have on Clutch as I'm sure G.U.N will see that as a fair trade off." The royal was sure it'd be an easy deal to manage.
"Geez, now we gotta remember all those dumb orders and anything we saw." Rough's memory has never been the best when it came to certain things. Anything boring he didn't pay too much attention to, and the long orders were just hard for him to remember everything. Though the skunk couldn't recall anything too odd other than the scheme to get rid of The Restoration.
"Well, he didn't really say anything worth of note when we were around, and we did the normal grunt work. I suppose the only thing I find odd was him wanting us to take all of The Restorations cash. Clean Sweep made a lot of money, and there were easier ways to get The Restoration to go out of business." Tumble wondered why he wanted them to take the money they made.
"Good luck trying to figure out what these two morons know, if anything at all. We gotta jet." Surge would grab Jewel's shoulder and then dashed off. It didn't take the tenrec long to find the entrance back into The Restoration from the sewer. After that it was just a matter of dashing all the way to the command center. Which was done in a matter of seconds as the speedster came sliding to a stop. "If you gotta throw up, then do it now." She stopped at the door to the command center.
#Restoration Medical#Dawn#Grumpy Old Mechanic#Twist#Director of Restoration#Jewel#Thunderstruck#Surge#Prepare for Trouble#Rough and Tumble#Mysterious Prince#Yara
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more hcs of rafayel with a desi/mena girl cause im in need. and yeah it does lean more towards Muslim girls BUT anyone can read obviously.
He's actually not that great at fasting. At least, not when it becomes something he has to do. The man can be painting all day and not eat but the second it becomes obligatory? Pain.
And he's also not that great in the fact that he can't really go to bed with you, ya know? cause he's gotta stay away from lust.
Brushes his teeth obsessively during Ramadan cause he'd be damned if his breath got rank when he wants to kiss you.
designs your hijabs and abayas, lehengas, dupattas- everything.
he's designed your rings so why not ya know?
I think he'd be really just obsessed with doing your henna even for occasions that are just ordinary. He'd have you guys have matching designs or better yet- connecting ones (where if you lay side by side or put your hands or whatever together the picture all connects.) giggles cause its yalls secret. his name is on you somewhere and yours is on his.
The type to claim to be a picky eater but that's just not the case. at least, for the most part.
He'll eat stuff like mansaf with lamb head or even jadooâoh, but you can't deny him his seafood.
on eid, or rather, the night before, he cant sleep. he'd be far too excited and try to stay up all night like its a game between you two.
Eid outfits? oh you're KILLING it- no one is even coming close to you guys. he takes it seriously and loves the feeling that he's out done everyone. getting ready on the phone with your cousins and siblings and they're just "oh my god." cause they weren't expecting you to pop off AGAIN.
Somehow finds a way to get the best parking spot at the place the eid prayer gets even though its jam packed. He finds it. probably had thomas hold his place too. There will be no 10+ minutes of walking in your heels and nice clothes dragging on the side walk just to get to the car.
But aside from that, hates how crowded eid prayer gets and even though you wanna go early cause all your friends are going early he'd prefer to go when the last round of it is going. and the fact that itd be easier to find a parking spot.
is he queasy when picking out a lamb or goat? nah. I can see him pretending that he doesn't wanna do the slaughter but he does. picks out the one with the most meat on (and if you like the more fatty pieces makes sure to save those when he takes home the portions you guys want before donating the rest).
when you go to the mosque, he parks closer to the women section so its easier for you. and makes sure to get there early cause ofc he's gotta get a good spot. Always has a water bottle on hand, maybe some makeup wipes and an extra palette- knows how to fix your makeup for you. SUPER fast with it too.
If you wanna rant to him about podcast bros and wannabe tiktok sheikhs he'll gladly join in and help clown them. Cause who is he to let some buffoon, some deranged man (cough based bengali but don't come for me there's more) who graduated at tiktok university try and act like they know everything to upset his wife? He is not the one.
matter of fact hes probably doxed a couple just for the nonsense they say- (or maybe exposed them....)
should i do more
#hellinistical#pandoras box writing#x y/n#love and deepspace#afab reader#rafayel x reader#rafayel love and deepspace#lads rafayel#rafayel x you#love and deepspace rafayel headcanons#rafayel headcanons
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For the hug prompt
17, Loki / Mobius
15, Alex / Henry
(Now taking a little fandom breakâthanks for the Lokius prompt! I will circle back to the firstprince one later. This is a little season 2-set moment. read all the hug ficlets)
17: The hug where they have their other hand rubbing circles on your back, kisses littering your hair, words of comfort on the tip of their tongue.
Most loops, Loki doesnât have time to let the reality of what heâs continuously experiencing sink in. Heâs got a job to do and far too much to learn, so no matter how many times he fails, no matter how many times he watches his friendsâthis small collection of people heâs come to care so much aboutâsimply disintegrate, he keeps his head up and keeps going. Thereâs no other option, really.
Occasionally, though, the accumulated damage to his psyche that such things inflict catches up with him. Occasionally, Loki time slips somewhere into the past he doesnât intend to, as if his mind is giving him an enforced break. Once, after a particularly troubling iteration in which he and Mobius somehow ended up in a yelling match before Mobius stubbornly insisted on getting himself spaghettified, his control of the slipping, well, slips and he ends up in the TVA archives at some unknown time.
He was at his witâs end when he started slipping, and once his body comes to rest he falls to his knees and lets out a frustrated yell, then collapses forward onto his hands, breathing heavily. The release makes him feel marginally better, so thatâs something. It doesnât do much to help the ache in his chest, though, the hole being slowly carved out every time he watches his friends die. Tears still sting in his eyes, and he squeezes them shut hard in an attempt to make himself get a bloody grip.
Another moment, and heâll time slip more purposefully, to sometime when heâll be able to be useful. Hopefully.
Before he can collect himself, though, a familiar cadence of footsteps echoes through the empty archives. Lokiâs about to slip anytime else, because either this Mobius wonât know him or heâll be too familiar, and Lokiâs not sure he can take either right now. He doesnât quite manage it before Mobius rounds the corner, his eyes going wide.
âLoki? What are youâ Oh, whatâs wrong?â
And Loki shatters. Itâs too soon, he wasnât prepared, and heâs hit the end of his rope. Because this Mobius knows himâmore than that, heâs got that look on his face, the one that Lokiâs been trying to ignore, the one that says that Loki means more than he should to him. The one heâd had on his face when he refused to let Loki venture out into the time loom, the one that rends tears in Lokiâs resolve, even though heâs doing all of this for Mobius.
For all of them, of course. But it would be stupid to pretend that Mobius isnât special, and Lokiâs not stupid.
Mobius moves more quickly than he expects, dropping to his knees beside Loki and wordlessly tugging him into a breathlessly tight hug. And Loki goes, lets Mobius wrap his arms around his shoulders and tug him against his chest, lets the emotion wash through him for once instead of burying it deep down where no one can touch it. Heâs not sure how long they sit there on the floor of the archives, Mobius rubbing comforting circles between his shoulder blades and murmuring promises that itâll be okâ promises that he certainly canât keepâinto Lokiâs hair.
It doesnât really matter how long, anyway. For once, Loki lets himself have this moment of comfort, and knows that these minutes in Mobiusâ arms will sustain him for a few hundred more attempts, at least.
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yandere!ocs x f!reader
yandere, reverse harem, yandere reverse harem, original characters x fem!reader, slowburn, isekai
Your parents are thrilled to have secured an engagement for you with the royal family. Your suitor, the crown prince, has agreed to be wed to you. It seems as though your entire future has been assured, so why is it that from this moment onward, your life starts to fall apart at the seams?
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[Name],
My parents have instructed me to invite you to the palace so that we can spend some time together. Please find the time to come meet me tomorrow. Failing to do so would not place you on good terms with my family.
Xeno.
You gaped down at the letter, absolutely dumfounded. It was easily the most dry, unpleasant personal message you had ever received. And what, was this supposed to be a threat? He was a prince, for crying out loud, and yet his manners were practically nonexistent.
âLook at this,â you scoffed, waving the letter in front of Ellaâs face. âDo you see what I mean? This is how he speaks to me. If heâs going to act like this, of course Iâm not particularly thrilled about our engagement.â
Ellaâs eyes kept darting to and from the page. âUm⌠forgive me, my lady, but Iâm not so sure I should be reading any sort of correspondence you have with the Crown PrinceâŚâ
âIâm letting you see it, so itâs fine. Donât you agree that itâs ridiculous?â
âI-Itâs really not in my place to comment,â she stammered. Â Â
âOh, come on. You canât lie. Heâs an asshole.â
âMissâŚâ
âAsshole,â you muttered, crumpling up the letter between your fingers. âHe has no tact whatsoever. He doesnât even try to pretend like he wants to see me. Itâs just his parents forcing him to. And heâs clearly giving me no choice in the matter, otherwise the King and Queen will be upset with me. Such a prick.â
Poor Ella was at a loss for words. You loved your sweet little maid. She was one of your closest, most valued companions. You knew you shouldnât be burdening her with all this, but every time you told yourself it wasnât that bad and decided to give Xeno the benefit of the doubt, he went ahead and pulled something like this.
You stared down at the crumpled letter for a few moments, then eventually smoothed out the wrinkles with your hands. âActually, Iâm going to show this to my parents and see what they think of it. Theyâre so fond of kissing up to the royal family and acting as if theyâre all saints. I wonder if this might change the impression they have.â
It didnât, of course.
âHe simply gets straight to the point,â your mother defended. âPrince Xeno must be very busy with all his duties. Itâs understandable that he wouldnât have much time to invest in writing his letters.â
âIf anyone ever wrote to either of you this way, you would be furious.â
âWe are in no place to be judging him,â your father eagerly piled on. âRemember, we are forever at the service of the King and Queen. Xeno may be a little curt, but that doesnât mean he isnât a good person. You just donât know him very well yet, thatâs all.â
No matter what you said, no matter how Xeno acted around you or whatever evidence you provided, their opinion would never be swayed. All you could do was shake your head and sigh in defeat, the same way you always did. You were already dreading tomorrow.
Your mother patted your shoulder. âDonât look so dejected. Why donât you go into town for a bit before you meet with him tomorrow and pick out a nice gift? Iâm sure heâll be pleasantly surprised, and this is a good opportunity to commemorate your engagement as well.â
âBut I donât even know what he likes,â you protested. âI donât even know if there are things he likes.â
âItâs the thought that counts. Heâll appreciate it no matter what.â
Right. Somehow, you highly doubted that. Heâd probably scrunch up his nose and think that you were trying too hard to kiss up to him. Well, whatever. Maybe you could at least pick out some treats for yourself while you were in town.
With the exception of that horrible week youâd spent running all over the place to prepare your dress for the engagement party, it had been quite a while since youâd gone into town. It had just been day after day of dealing with visiting nobles and that recent debacle concerning your new tutor. Though you couldnât exactly call this a break, per se, it would be nice to just walk around for a bit and take some time for yourself.
The following day, as per Xenoâs classless letter, you went into town by carriage along with a few servants. They pretty much insisted on following you everywhere, but they didnât pester you or anything, so you were free to keep to your own devices.
At first you just walked around, enjoying the beautiful weather and the fresh air. After a while, it became abundantly clear that you had no particular goal in mind. You really had no clue what Xeno would appreciate as a gift. Food was probably the most logical decision. It was better than some random, permanent trinket that he probably wouldnât even end up using. Also, if you were being honest, you were getting kind of hungry anyways.
You turned towards one of your servants. âItâs been a while since Iâve been in town. Have any new shops opened up recently? I was thinking of picking out something nice to eat for when I visit the Prince.â
âI havenât heard of anything in particular, my lady. Would you like us to ask around?â
âHm, I guess that wouldnât hurt. Weâve still got quite a bit of time, so how about we split up? You can all go around and report back to me if you hear about anything good.â
He gave you a worried look. âOh, but⌠your father told us to stay right by your side and make sure nothing happened to you.â
âFine,â you sighed. âThen two of you can go ask around, and one of you can stay with me while I browse shops and restaurants on my own. How does that sound?â
They nodded, hastily deciding who would stay and who would go. You would have honestly preferred to just make a day out of this, perusing through town and enjoying the sunshine. Still, now that you were already here, you may as well get what youâd come for.
Something Xeno would enjoyâŚ
You didnât have the faintest idea. His icy demeanor did a pretty good job of shutting you out and keeping you fully in the dark. He was so dry and rough around the edges. Also bitter. He was definitely bitter. Put all those things together and you gotâŚ
âWhatâs dry, has a rough texture, and also tastes bitter?â you asked the servant.
âI-I beg your pardon? That doesnât sound like it would be all that palatableâŚâ
He was probably right about that. The closest thing that fit your impression of Xeno was burnt vegetables, and you got the sense that he would probably kick you out of the palace if you brought something like that as a gift.
Just like that, you were back to square one, but you didnât mind the challenge. It actually gave you the opportunity to find all kinds of new, tasty foodâmostly for yourself. If your parents had given you a larger sum to spend, you might have bought a dish from just about every restaurant you stepped into.
âIâm still having trouble deciding,â you sighed. âNo matter where I look, I canât shake the feeling that heâs just going to hate whatever I bringâŚâ
âThatâs not true, my lady. He will love it, Iâm sure.â
Everyone seemed so eager to say that. Obviously, they were just trying to be encouraging, but they also clearly didnât know what Xeno was like. Perhaps you were being a bit too ambitious, trying to stumble upon some extravagant dish that you were hoping heâd never eaten before. Yeah. That was probably unrealistic. It might just be better to stick to something simple instead.
You looked towards the other end of the street, where clusters of people were coming out of a store carrying small boxes in their arms. It was a store you didnât recognize, but based on all the customers that seemed to be going in and out the doors, it seemed like the business was thriving.
âJust a moment,â you said. âIâm going to go take a look.â
âAh, Lady [Name]! Where should I waitâ?â
The sound of his voice soon became lost in the crowd. You cut through the large group of people and stepped through the doors, curious to find out what had everyone so excited. The second you walked inside, you were greeted with a sweet aroma, the scent of baked bread, fresh fruit, and lots and lots of sugar.
It was a pastry store. The interior was decorated with soft, pastel colors that complimented the countless delicious treats on display. You could feel your mouth watering already. Everything looked so good. You could easily spend a whole day here sampling out all kinds of desserts, but you got the feeling that Xeno wouldnât much care for any of this. It was probably a waste of time.
You were about to turn around and leave, but the woman behind the counter called out to you in a cheery voice.
âWelcome,â she smiled. âCan I help you find anything in particular?â
âOh, um⌠Iâm not sure. I donât think Iâmââ
âAh!â she suddenly exclaimed. âYou are⌠pardon me, but arenât you Lady [Name]? I thought I recognized you from somewhere. Our shop once catered the desserts for a tea party hosted at your manor.â
You smiled and nodded, feeling a bit guilty that you didnât recognize her at all. âYes, I am. Iâm sorry. I must not have recognized the name of the store. My mother organizes most of those events, so I didn't realize who you were. But it seems as if she made a good decision to hire you back then, just based on how popular your store is.â
âThereâs no need to apologize. I only saw you the one time, in passing. And yes, we were a relatively small business back then, but weâve since made a bit of a name for ourselves, I suppose. Oh, and I heard the news! Youâre engaged to Prince Xeno now, are you not?â
âY-Yes.â
âThatâs amazing!â she beamed, clasping her hands together. âYou have my congratulations. I hope the two of you are very happy together.â
âThank you. I appreciate it.â
âOh, I know. To celebrate the occasion, how about I let you have some desserts on the house?â
âI couldnât possibly,â you shook your head. âI very much appreciate the offer, but I wouldnât want to put you out. I probably need to be on my way regardless. Iâve been looking for something to eat to bring the Prince, but I still have no clue what heâd enjoy. I should keep on searching.â
Her smile just got even wider. âWell, thatâs perfect. It just so happens that Prince Xeno loves our strawberry shortcakes. Why donât I send you off with a box of them?â
âHe loves⌠strawberry shortcake?â
You couldnât help but wonder if she was messing with you. Someone as cold and stuck-up as Xeno, liking something as fluffy as strawberry shortcake? While it was possible that he had a sweet tooth, the image was just so jarring that you couldnât quite wrap your head around it.
âIâm sure it must seem out of character for him,â she chuckled. âBut I can promise you that he really does enjoy them. He likely has all sort of talented chefs around the palace to whip up his favorite desserts for him, but every now and then we still get a bulk order to deliver to him. Especially for any large gatherings they hold; we always get rather busy around those times.â
âWell, you probably know better than I do,â you acknowledged. âIâll take a few shortcakes, in that case.â
âExcellent! Like I said, theyâre on the house.â
âNo, no, Iâll pay.â
âPlease, I insist.â
You tried to protest further, but she was already loading several pastries into a box for you. She carefully folded the edges in and patted everything in place, then handed it to you with a bright smile.
âHere you are. I promise you heâll enjoy them.â
âThank you very much,â you smiled appreciatively. âI was really at a loss as to what to bring over.â
âItâs my pleasure. With time, Iâm sure youâll discover all his preferences.â She then cleared her throat, suddenly looking a tad nervous. âSpeaking of⌠have you been finding it difficult being around the Prince? You know, because of his conditionâŚ?â
âCondition?â
She mustâve realized sheâd said too much, because sheâd all but clamped her palms over her mouth. âI-I apologize!â she stammered out. âIâm not even sure what I was trying to say⌠please, ignore my rambling. I hope you enjoy your time together!â
You flashed her a skeptical look, but she probably wouldnât have explained, even if you stayed around to pester her. Youâd already spent quite a bit of time in town. If you didnât hurry up and leave soon, you would end up being late, and you got the feeling Xeno would never let you live that down.
âVery well. Thank you again for the pastries. Have a nice day.â
Equipped with your box of strawberry shortcakes, you stepped outside, feeling a lot more confident than earlier. You had to push your way through the crowds againâit was exceptionally busy this time of dayâand you traced your steps back to regroup with your servant.
Only to realize that he was nowhere to be found.
I thought he was going to wait? Perhaps I ran off too quickly.
You sighed. This complicated things somewhat. It wasnât anything too major; you could just head back to where youâd left the carriage and you were sure theyâd naturally make their way over as well. Walking with the large box in your arms was slightly awkward, and you really wished that one of the servants was here to help you. The midday sun was beating down much more vigorously than before, burning your cheeks and making you squint through the rays.
Momentarily blinded by the brightness, you accidentally walked straight into someone, nearly dropping the box to the ground.
âShit!â you cursed out. âThat was closeâŚâ
âWatch where youâre going, goddammit!â
The young man youâd just bumped into was glaring you down. He had pretty mint-green eyes framed by long lashes, and turquoise colored hair that cascaded down the sides of his face. He was also wearing a familiar white uniformâthe official garb of Aeoliaâs knights.
You pressed your lips together. âThatâs rather rude. I apologize, but the sun had gotten in my eyes and I couldnât quite see for a moment. Thereâs no need to yell at me. And why should I be the only one to watch where Iâm going? You didnât notice me either. My pastries might have gotten crushed.â
âRight, your pastries,â the man reiterated sarcastically. âThat would have been a tragedy.â
âWell, seeing as these pastries are a gift for my fiancĂŠ, Prince Xeno, your statement is really not that much of an exaggeration.â
That sure got a reaction out of him. You were usually loath to play the âprinceâs betrothedâ card, but it did a pretty good job of shutting people up.
âOh,â he said simply, his eyes slowly widening. âOh. You are⌠the princeâsââ
âFuture wife, yes.â
All of a sudden, he looked like a guilty puppy. âI-Iâm terribly sorry. I didnât realize who you were. Lady [Name], correct? Please forgive my rudeness. Iâve been known to get irritated a little too quicklyâŚâ
âItâs funny how your tone changed the second you knew who I was,â you snorted.
âIâm really sorry. I didnât mean to snap at you,â he mumbled shamefully. âI was already in a bad mood to start, but thatâs no excuse. I shouldnât have yelled at anyone like that, let alone you. Will you accept my apology?â
âDonât you think itâs a bit strange to ask for my forgiveness when you havenât even introduced yourself?â
His cheeks darkened from embarrassment. âAh⌠yes. My name is Keith. Keith Lybell. I apologize again for my rude reaction, Lady [Name].â
âItâs fine,â you chuckled. âI wasnât really all that upset anyways. But I appreciate you owning up to your mistake.â
âThank you for your understanding. Um, that box looks quite heavy,â he remarked. âIs there no one to help you carry it?â
âI got separated from my servants earlier. Iâm heading to my carriage now, so that I can get to the palace in time for my meeting with the Prince.â
âI could carry it for you,â he offered. âAnd escort you to your carriage so you arenât walking all alone.â
âAre you sure?â
âYes. Itâs the least I could do. I am still a protector of the people, after all. This much is nothing.â
You, for one, couldnât wait to let go of that bulky box, and you handed it over to Keith gratefully. Perhaps he really was only kissing up to you, but you appreciated the help. And maybe youâd just caught him in a bad mood. Knights were, for the most part, hardworking selfless people. They put their lives on the line for the greater good. Â
Keith kept glancing over at you, a little unsure what to say. âIf you donât mind me asking⌠what is in this box?â
âStrawberry shortcake.â
âEh?â
âYes. Apparently the Prince is fond of it.â
âHuh.â He scrunched up his nose. âI canât really picture that.â
âThatâs exactly what I said,â you mused. âI personally assumed he hated anything and everything, just based on how he acted.â
âIs it okay for you to be saying those things?â
You flashed him a teasing look. âWhy? Are you going to tell on me?â
âN-No,â he blushed. âOf course not.â
âThen weâre fine. Besides, if he ends up not liking these, that just means thereâs more for me. Oh,â you blinked. âMy carriage is right over there. You can hand me the box back now.â
Keith placed the box back in your hands, just in time for a familiar squeal to pierce through the air.
âMy lady!â one of your servants panted as he ran over, looking absolutely traumatized. âI-Iâm so sorry! You just ran off so quickly, I lost sight of you in the crowd. I tried following after you, but I wasnât sure which store youâd gone into, andâandââ
âRelax,â you chuckled, patting his head. âIâm fine. This nice knight helped walk me over. Nothing happened.â
Keith quirked a brow. âIâm nice?â
âYou arenât?â
âUh⌠maybe. No oneâs ever called me that before.â
âWell, thereâs a first time for everything.â With the help of your servant, you stepped up into the carriage, placing the box of shortcakes on your lap. âThank you, Keith,â you smiled. âAnd Iâm sorry again for bumping into you. I hope I didnât take up too much of your time.â
Keith looked like he wanted to say something, but the carriage door closed, and he clamped his lips shut, offering a timid wave instead.
#yandere oc#yandere x reader#yandere oc x reader#yandere ocs#yandere ocs x reader#ocs#oc#original character x reader#yandere original character#original characters#original character#yandere reverse harem x reader#reverse harem x reader#yandere reverse harem#reverse harem#fem!reader#slowburn yandere#slowburn#reader insert#yandere#yandere x you#yandere au#yandere!oc#yandere!ocs#quotev#yandere fic#yandere fic rec#crushed velvet#yandere royalty#yandere!royalty
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Annoyance and Empanadas
A Miguel O'Hara fic
Alright, here's that Miguel fic. Dedicated to Lan ( @chaithetics ) for always believing in and encouraging me. Proofread by my husband, @kitsunot . So if I made a mistake, blame him.
A/N: This is self-serving, reader is HEAVILY based on me. No word count because I am lazy.
Edit: possible part 2 if you guys like this one. So make sure to let me know!
CW: disabled reader, possible slightly ooc Miguel, mentions of Miguel's *gestures at his life*, no use of Y/N, second person voice, mentions of mobility aids, disability is not specified but is highly based on my experiences with fibromyalgia, female reader, mentions of brain fog, mentions of safe foods, reader is slightly implied to be autistic, PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I MISSED ANYTHING
You were annoying. Not annoying like Peter B, who always had a quip and lacked boundaries. Not annoying like Miles, who questioned Miguel constantly. Not even annoying like Hobie, although you were a bit of an anarchist. The first thing you had ever said to Miguel was, "I support women's rights and women's wrongs. I do not, however, support men's rights OR men's wrongs, so I hope you've improved." No, you weren't annoying like any of them. You were annoying like Lyla. You were annoying because you knew him. You knew him entirely too well. Which was quite possibly the worst kind of annoying you could be.
You sauntered in on your purple forearm crutches, thinking of what you could say to piss Miguel off. As much as you'd like to pretend you were a quick thinker, the brain fog made it near impossible to come up with anything on the fly. So as you sauntered in, you thought of what you could do to make those veins pop on his neck and forehead. You liked those veins.
Miguel heard you coming. How could he not? Mobility aids are not stealthy. Not in the least. Miguel knew what was coming, and he braced himself for whatever quip you had up your sleeve. Your quips were worse than a Peter Parker's; you had studied him. You came from a universe Miguel stumbled on accidentally. A world where he and all the other Spiders were just characters in comics and movies. And you happened to be Miguel O'Hara's number one fan (and biggest hater, somehow simultaneously). You had made tons of posts analyzing him on some site, tumbling, maybe? He couldn't remember. He brought you on for a few reasons, but mainly to help the algorithms predict events in the Spider's lives.
"Ohhh, Miiiiiggy!" Came your voice, snapping him out of his thoughts.
"What? I'm a bit busy, you know, " came his reply.
"Too busy for me, Migs?" You pouted and batted your lashes. You knew he couldn't resist that.
Miguel was surprised. No quips yet. That's a first.
"Too busy brooding to listen to your favorite right-hand woman?" There it was. There was the jibe at him. You loved doing that. You were probably worse than Lyla.
Lyla popped up and snickered "He was just brooding, how did you know?"
"Lucky guess. Migs, my love, would you care to tell me why the caf has no empanadas?"
"Aye, you came here to interrupt my ensuring the fate of the Arachno-humanoid poly-multiverse over an empanda?"
"They're your recipe, we all know they're the best in the multiverse" you reasoned with him.
"They're my mother's recipe, technically, and I'll make you some when I take you home." Miguel always took you home. You had a lot of issues with the stupid 2099 high-tech stuff, and it also required use of at least one hand, something you rarely had the luxury of, unless it was a no mobility aid or a wheelchair day. So Miguel made sure you were safe.
"Fine, fine. When are you taking me home, speaking of? Should I just wait here, or should I try to navigate the awful upside down maze you created while I wait for your self-imposed penance for the day to end?" Man you were annoying. Man you knew him well.
"I'll finish up soon. Wait here," his face softened as he looked over at you. You were making yourself comfortable on a chair, placing your aids to the side and getting into that position you liked to sit in. The one that seemed uncomfortable, but you swore was best for your hypermobile joints.
You reminded him a lot of Lyla. Lyla, who Xina had programmed to heckle him. Lyla, who he never had the heart to reprogram. You knew all his buttons. Just like Lyla. Just like Xina... You were also like Gwen. He had initially seen you as much more like Gwen. You had a baby face, so he had assumed you were younger. You had half-shaved hair, which you had actually gotten done because of some singer in your dimension, the year before Spiderverse came out. You had always loved Gwen Stacy, though. It wasn't hard to see why. You were smart, you liked nerds, you were incredibly confident, you were kind of punk, but also hilariously materialistic, not in a fancy clothes way but in a "I have to have this figure or I will cry" way. You were a lot like the Gwen of 120703. You loved that Gwen.
You were very different from all of them, though. He remembered stumbling upon your dimension by accident. A dimension where there were no heroes. A dimension where there were somehow still supervillains. A dimension where, even when faced with a lack of heroes, some people still had hope. You were one of them. He had initially infantalized you. Your mobility aids, your interests, the baby face, the fact that you clearly needed a caregiver, but stubbornly lived on your own all made him see you as younger than you were. You had had many arguments before he finally realized how capable you are. That you're tougher than most Spiders are, save for Sun Spider, who has EDS (you LOVED Sun Spider). That you deal with 24/7 full body pain, work a full-time job, and somehow manage to take care of yourself.
You had shown him so much. Like punk versions of him that you thought were hot. He hated them. He hated that you found that attractive. It made him question for a moment if his appearance was alright. Of course, you would like piercings and tattoos. You had multiple of each. He never really thought much of it before. You had shown him art of him pregnant. You both hated that one. He had learned so much about you. In a way, he had become the caregiver you needed. He made sure you ate, he popped into your dimension to help with your laundry, he helped you on low mobility days, he cooked for you, he helped you set up appointments and refill meds when your brain just wouldn't cooperate. He admired you. He thought you were incredibly strong. He made you empanadas because they're a safe food for you. He secretly loved the way you loved his cooking.
You cared for him. Really, truly, deeply cared. You had listened to his pain and felt it like it was your own. You were so empathetic. He realized that your disabilities and baby face and your being a few years younger didn't matter at all. You were more mature than he was. You knew pain, you lived with pain, you had lost so much and had dealt with it a long time ago. You helped him pick apart his mind, healing what had been broken by grief. He had spent so many nights sitting on the floor of your apartment, next to your couch, pouring his heart out to you. The girl who had fan art of him up on her walls. He was pretty sure he loved you, but too worried he was confusing gratefulness for that painful emotion he hadn't felt in so long that he couldn't bring himself to say anything. You were in love. How could you not be? He let you see him so vulnerable. He was also 6'9, built like a tank, perfect dark skin and hair, newly emotionally open, and had clearly come to genuinely respect you, in a way you struggled to find as a disabled woman. You were much less subtle about your feelings than he was. You flirted constantly. But he was as dense as his muscles.
"Alright, I'm done, cariĂąo," Miguel said. "Time to go back to your dimension, and get you some food. Did you actually eat today?"
"Uhhhh, what answer do you want to that?" You said, only half joking, with a nervous laugh.
"You'll be the death of me, hermosa"
He was used to the quips. He was used to the forgetting to eat. He was used to it all, and he hoped it could stay that way. Miguel O'Hara loved how you annoyed him. And he hoped you would continue to, for at least as long as Lyla has.
#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel x reader#miguel o'hara#atsv miguel#across the spiderverse#miguel o'hara x you#miguel o'hara x disabled reader#x disabled reader#spiderverse#spiderman: across the spiderverse#spiderman 2099#spiderman 2099 x reader#libby writes
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Quiet in The Library
"Alright, Tsukasa... Game face. You can do this... It's only a whole manor full of vampires, killer maids, a dragon, and a powerful mage, right? Easy pickings..."
Absolutely not, but... Her curiosity was overwhelming. Honestly, she wasn't sure what she was expecting to find; approaching the manor from an angle other than the front gate. However, she had already managed to convince herself that this was a recon-only sort of mission. Try to get a layout of the mansion, what sort of potential mates there may have been... Then come up with an idea from there. Easy. Honestly, slipping in was the easiest part... A small little tube-fox, barely the size of a least weasel, slipping in through a cracked window... only to transform into something even less conspicuous: a dime-a-dozen fairy maid. She'd practiced this routine a dozen times, by now; having observed her prey through the windows for some time. Slip in, transform, linger behind a passing group of maids while pretending to busy herself with cleaning... As long as she didn't run into the head maid herself, she should be in the clear.
Fairies are dumb, after all...
She mused to herself, as she made her way to a large pair of doors. The plaque on the door read "Grand Library"; and instantly Tsukasa thought of the cozy, shut-in mage. She's heard about her, in rumor only... Never actually had she gotten a chance to see her; let alone meet her. Might be worth the look~ So, checking to see that the group she tailed had passed on, she slipped in; quiet as a mouse...
The library quite fit its name. So in awe of the sheer scale of the room, Tsukasa nearly forgot what she had came for. If she could only just get a peek at the fabled magician, she'd be satisfied... Perhaps, even, she could find where she lays her head at night~ Carefully, and while still keeping up the facade of cleaning, she dusted the shelves and took careful peeks inside any doors she may find...
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She could tell that Cecilia appreciated the apple pie the second it touched the table. From what she had gleamed, this had been a special treat for the girl back at home and even though it perhaps brought back unpleasant memories, given the situation she was in at the moment, Vesta hoped she could draw some sort of comfort from it. "Oh, no, I can't bake", she said, shaking her head and blushing a little. She had never baked anything in her life and her family also didn't have the money to buy ingredients like that most of the time. Luckily for them, Ma Plinth had taken a liking to the Snows and made sure they didn't starve to death. That, and of course Tigris' relentless work to ensure that they kept a roof over their heads and some sort of food in their fridge. Vesta felt useless compared to her cousin, but then again, so was her grandmother, who rather pretended and lived in an alternate reality, than accept their fate and actually take care of the children she had been entrusted with years ago. Even though Vesta had grown up in her house since the day she was born, she had never actually taken care of her a day in her life.
"No, my brother is friends with the Plinths. Ma Plinth is an exceptional cook and baker, so I asked her for a pie. She is always eager to feed me, because she thinks I am too skinny." Which was the truth, but that was due to the many medical conditions Vesta had, as well as the effect of growing up in poverty and during the dark times. Just like Cecilia, Vesta knew very well was hunger was and had not grown up with an abundance of resources, despite their name and formerly high status in society. All of that had been a facade long before she was born and her father had been killed. She leaned down and took a knife out of the basket, prompting on of the guards to step closer when he saw it, but she only threw him a glare and cut the pie into 8 pieces. Knowing Cecilia, she would want to share with her fellow tribute, so Vesta ensured that she could do so and still have some leftovers for herself. Who knew how often they were fed here.
"How's the accommodation? Do they feed you?", she asked, looking around the common room. It looked clean enough, albeit without luxuries, but she hoped the tributes at least had access to showers and proper meals here, although the wasn't entirely sure she should get her hopes up for that, given how they had been treated previously. Vesta put the knife back into her basket and handed Vesta a fork, so that they could start eating. She wasn't going to let this cake go to waste either, given she had not eaten anything since breakfast and was starving just as much as her tribute. "How did training go after I left?"
There was little she could do while waiting for Vesta to arrive. In fact, all she did was pace around the room. Cecilia had tried to just sit and wait but she had been far too restless, nervous even. It was just a dinner, she tried to tell herself, but she didnât know what to expect. Not really. Sit through the dinner, survive the Games, get back home. It was the one thing she kept telling herself and it somewhat calmed her nerves. In a way, she felt bad for thinking this way because Vesta had been nothing but kind to her. A part of her would miss her even, she was sure of it.
A small smile appeared on her face when she saw the younger girl, although it surprised her to see her in a new outfit. But that was the way of the Capitol, wasnât it? Sitting down at the table together, Cecilia was excited to see what Vesta had brought along. The people in the Capitol had far more food than they could dream of in the Districts and it was still something that irritated her but this felt different. It wasnât meant to show off how much they had, at least with Vesta she knew it was a kind gesture.
Cecilia gasped the moment she smelled the fresh apple pie. Eyes widened, she leaned forward to take a closer look as if she couldnât believe that it was real. âYou really got an apple pie? For me?â She fell silent after that, having to push down her emotions, although the watery eyes could have given her away. Fresh apple pieâŚÂ when was the last time she had gotten something like that? If only she could share it with Tyva â it felt more than wrong that her sister did not get to enjoy a warm piece of pie. âThank you, Vesta. You have no idea what that means to me. Did you make this yourself?â
#á´É´á´á´ á´á´á´É´ á´ ĘĘá´á´á´É´ Ęá´á´Ęá´ ( The Hunger Games ) - Vesta Snow#á´Ęá´ Ęá´á´ á´ĘĘ Ęá´É´á´s ɢĘá´á´ĄÉ´ á´Ęá´á´É´á´
á´Ę á´Ęsá´É´á´á´ ( queue )
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Whatâs baffling to me is that according to what western governments/media said these past days, hamas shouldnât have attacked civilians in response to the violence theyâve been suffering for decades because it violates international laws, and I agree, civilians shouldnât have been victims of an attack like this. However now, according to those same people, Israel has the absolute right to defend itself and have no other option but to respond aggressively, no matter how many civilians get caught in the crossfire, and thus also violating international laws? Iâve been racking my brain to see if Iâm missing something, or if all of these politicians and journalists are intentionally contradicting themselves in order to please each other?
#Iâm sorry I know I keep going back and forth with the topic but 1) I genuinely canât stop thinking about it#and it feels wrong to stop thinking about it#and 2) Iâm truly trying to understand how they can get away with lying and openly saying#âweâre okay with the ethnic cleansing of palestiniansâ#i understand the reason on their basic level (they do not care about brown people)#but surely they should at least pretend that they do?#I donât know I feel like Iâm being gaslit on a global level rn#because I know that as brown/muslim people we are never 100% safe in the west but this feels like itâs on another level#palestine
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redesigning lucyâs stardresses (because she deserves to have actually somewhat useful transformations and not a bikini for every single one) ALSO the pole is an axe i forgot to label it
#fairy tail#fairy tail 100 years quest#fairy tail fanart#lucy heartfilia#sheâs mine now#legally thatâs a joke#pretty sure thatâs what archery gloves look like#i think her taurus star dress should have armour but i was too lazy to draw it lol#at least leather arm guards or something#pretend thatâs what the gloves are LMAO#also idk how many others iâll do just as a warning lol#azriaann
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âSheâs tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt meâđ¤đ¤đ¤
(Regency AU with Eloise and Sebastian inspired by my slow trek through Bridgerton these days & @bassicallymaestra âs AMAZING regency inspired artđŽâđ¨đđ)
#I just have a love of big regency dresses what can I sayđđ#if you havenât seen them yet this is a study of the GORGEOUS P&P illustrations from the 1890s by Charles Brock#they are all just so spectacular & I stare at them alllllllllll the time wishing I had an ounce of his talentđđđ#so I do these studies to pretend even though I change some thingsđ
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bc these studies is the best way to improve imođ#but I remembered halfway through why I rage quit trying to draw with my fountain pen a year agođđđ#that thing is amazing for writing and I love it like a child#but drawing?! tbh I should have used my drawing ink pen but whatever#I woke up with a hankering to do some crosshatching (which I hate) in an attempt to get over myself#also!!!!!! when Mr Darcy says something like that itâs no wonder Elizabeth jumps at the bit to believe every awful thing she hears about him#itâs like Mr wickhamâs dumb stories that nobody else in their right mind would believe#are speaking right to her soul. like OF COURSE that asshole from the assembly would do all of those thingsđ¤đ¤#he called me ugly so OF COURSE he would deny mr wickham his livingđ¤đ¤#(I donât blame her I would do the sameđ¤đ¤)#ALSO why tf did he even say that when heâs clearly smitten from the beginning#Iâm sure if he knew that she heard him he would simply perish from mortification#well thst is my p&p - inking horror - inspiration rant of the dayđđ#(I read p&p at least once a year & it is the only fanfic I really readđ
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âValeryian steel armour felt like something Aegon the conqueror would have had from his time in old Valeryia.â - Ryan Condal
Guys.. whoâs gonna tell him?
#Ryan I say this with kindness but please stop doing interviews and pretending youâve read the source material#he reminds me of those kids who would pretend they did their lit homework by bullshitting their way through questions about the book#asoiaf#house of the dragon#aegon the conqueror#anti ryan condal#btw for any fans that donât already know Valyria fell many years before aegon was born in dragonstone - he never went there#pretty sure the main show or at least the main books told us that#george really should have chosen showrunners who are willing to read the books (or listen to the audiobook)
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#it's been literally 7 years since my last post#so an old meme is only fitting#my life has again spiraled to the point of me rediscovering this torturous game#i'm sure there will only be like 2 people who will ever see this#1 of them being me#not only do few people still use tumblr#but even fewer are still active fans of mm#i can't imagine i have any active followers...#but i figured i should say something before i start up again#to commemorate my fall from grace back into the rabbithole#it's also seemingly impossible to find the content i want with tumblr's new search system#maybe it's old by now but it's new to me#looks like i have tons of old posts in my drafts tho so maybe i'll post some of those later#i should probably change my theme and icon but i'm too lazy for that rn#if this post does happen to grace another's eyes#feel free to unfollow#i understand not wanting unhinged nostalgia cluttering your dashboard#personal#ALSO#i was absolutely delighted to find out they not only created a v route#but one for saeran too#i am now too old for the latter#but i'm pretending he's at least 25 so i can play his route and not feel like the biggest creep on the planet#wild to think the eldest characters would now be 35...
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